Memory~Disappointed

谁还记得是谁先说或先做或拍了什么？我的回忆，真的那么不值吗？一瞬间消失了，正如从我脑袋记忆中夺取。剩下的，总会是空壳吧？人总爱停留在过去，而我...连停留的机会都没了。我逼自己去记回，这对我很重要...没有里面的东西，就没有今天的我...而这一切的回忆，却封锁在一个永远开不到的卡片里。我不甘心，不甘心我这么多年的珍藏回忆...就这么的没有掉，从我身旁带走。这，比我失恋还要难受。


里面我所记得的，BC project, 歌曲、照片(营会)、生日影片、聊话记录...一切都对我重要，我这几年的回忆！！


我还能怎样？也没能怎样...只能说，既然回忆都不要我了，我又怎能抓得稳呢？一个记不起过去的我。记起或记不起，我都无谓了。也许，上帝让我透过这次，更能够重新开始。过去已过去，以前我不明白...现在，我总算明白了。

Should I give up?

I had used a long time to invite them to the carnival...Firstly, i was happy...Coz they had the possibility to come to the carnival...So, i keep asking them to get a confirm answer...One person needs to depend on others decision... and Most of them also wanna depend on a person's decision. Then i keep waiting for the answer or the result i wan...Until today...i think the last action i can do is give up...


I hear a voice in my heart talk to me...Actually i still hav other things can do...Pray_[ I can do all this through him who gives me strength. ] and believe...i still can if i believe 当一件事情无法像你想象中完美，更不能如心所愿达成时...唯一的选择只好是放弃。当你很在乎一件事情时，你会心痛。我心痛，因为我在意...i keep this words...Hope wad i do is what YOU joy...

Mayb I will meet with Disappointed in the 3nd...who knows? But dun think negatively~=)


Dear God...I had met a problem now...I dunno how can i solve it...You are the strength and the power...I admit that i lack of courage and confident. What i can do now is talk to You and hope You help me in solving the problem.Hope there will be miracles at the end. Paul said that i can do everything through Him who give me strength.In Jesus's name, Amen!

CF Life

How only can speak fluently to others? In communicate with others...Today when join the 1st time CF...feel like wanna to cry...LOL~how i am like a dumb at there...cant speak anything from my mouth...uuh...Suffer~i'm hate myself tat dunno speak using english language...><who can help me from this suck thing???


Dear God, how i feel sad today...but want to thanks for giving us a chance to bond together in CF with brothers and sisters.I know my problem...which made me in trouble also...Please help me God...Give me wisdom in saying and doing anything...It's quite a suffer thing but i willing to learn from what i'm don't know...May all these is a new start...a new beginning!=) In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Around the corner

考试将近，我还没做好准备呢...
好想到处去旅行噢~和喜欢的心爱人...不错吧。
可是，回来现实吧...哪会有那么浪漫的事呢？
现在对我来说，成绩算重要吧。却和爸爸的关系越来越远><

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Funny & Enjoyed~Joyful

最近，三不五时会留下来在学校看他们练习排球。也试过有一次和他们一起玩，真的很开心、很舒服！


今天得来一个坏消息：和别间学校的排球友谊赛取消了。对这期望高的，一定失望得越大吧~当更留心观察时，发现企鹅跌倒时，一定是手先动地。因此，手比较容易受伤吧...印度人受伤了、Quek脚受伤了...更多更多的高手不在场><


今天看见了一个超搞笑的画面...让我哈哈大笑，也享受整个观看的过程。=)



Not fair 2 yoU~

满心期待地去和一班弟兄姐妹打排球...本来还可以真的享受在其中，结果杀出一个很熟悉的背影，导致我差点晃过去。我总觉得，好像有人把目光放在我身上。打排球...却导致和很久没见面及联络的朋友见面。应该是件值得高兴的事啊...我却有一种高傲的感觉，觉得那不是我的朋友。即使，我表面上说很乐意的与他做朋友==


对不起...我没有资格喜欢上你。因为心里还未清除干净，这对谁都不公平。原来，我还会介意，不晓得如何面对。


求助于神吧！父，给我力量...因我需要。一大清早，当张开双眼还为这件事情烦时，父教导我应当一无挂虑，凡是借着祷告、祈求、感谢...真希望我得到真自由，而不被捆绑着。这行为，即对我们天上的父不公平，也对有一点好感的你不公平。

Sharing is a LoVe?

在这末世时代，我们的爱心渐渐冷淡。圣经说得没错...不是因为懒惰，就是因受过太多的伤害，而不敢再付出得太多。分享...就连我自己也没资格要求别人分享，因为你不愿踏出那一步。


“与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有，至今我仍深深感动。”我怎么会失去了一个伴呢？摸不着头脑...当失去了，又是否想过要珍惜？


渐渐的，我已把投射在猴子身上的视线转离...我承认，这证明我没真心爱一个人，因为不能坚持长久。

大豆灵~企鹅 vs  小衣领