CF Life

How only can speak fluently to others? In communicate with others...Today when join the 1st time CF...feel like wanna to cry...LOL~how i am like a dumb at there...cant speak anything from my mouth...uuh...Suffer~i'm hate myself tat dunno speak using english language...><who can help me from this suck thing???


Dear God, how i feel sad today...but want to thanks for giving us a chance to bond together in CF with brothers and sisters.I know my problem...which made me in trouble also...Please help me God...Give me wisdom in saying and doing anything...It's quite a suffer thing but i willing to learn from what i'm don't know...May all these is a new start...a new beginning!=) In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.